Three
Songs at the End of Summer
by Jane Kenyon
A second
crop of hay lies cut
and
turned. Five gleaming crows
search
and peck between the rows.
They make
a low, companionable squawk,
and like
midwives and undertakers
possess a
weird authority.
Crickets
leap from the stubble,
parting
before me like the Red Sea.
The
garden sprawls and spoils.
Across
the lake the campers have learned
to water
ski. They have, or they haven’t.
Sounds of
the instructor’s megaphone
suffuse
the hazy air. “Relax! Relax!”
Cloud
shadows rush over drying hay,
fences,
dusty lane, and railroad ravine.
The first
yellowing fronds of goldenrod
brighten
the margins of the woods.
Schoolbooks,
carpools, pleated skirts;
water,
silver-still, and a vee of geese.
*
The
cicada’s dry monotony breaks
over me.
The days are bright
and free,
bright and free.
Then why
did I cry today
for an
hour, with my whole
body, the
way babies cry?
*
A white,
indifferent morning sky,
and a
crow, hectoring from its nest
high in
the hemlock, a nest as big
as a
laundry basket ...
In
my childhood
I stood
under a dripping oak,
while
autumnal fog eddied around my feet,
waiting
for the school bus
with a
dread that took my breath away.
The damp
dirt road gave off
this same
complex organic scent.
I had the
new books—words, numbers,
and
operations with numbers I did not
comprehend—and
crayons, unspoiled
by use,
in a blue canvas satchel
with red
leather straps.
Spruce,
inadequate, and alien
I stood
at the side of the road.
It
was the only life I had.
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